Today
It is hard to create good pictures on a day like today. Everything is gray and my head is not where it should be. There're so many things in it that I know shouldn't be there but there's nothing I can do about it. It just difficult sometimes and your hands are tied. It sucks and you know that it does and you just simply watch the view in front of you without really seeing it. You just let it all pass you by and pray that it'll be over soon. There's so many questions and with each new day each one just multiplies and multiplies. It was a lot easier in the past. You can screw up every time you feel like screwing up and it wouldn't matter. Every thing around you seems to be more tolerant and it sometimes feel that it is ok to screw up and so eveytime you do you just forget about it and move on. A good day is when I am able to go on without being too critical about these things but I seldom see a day like this recently. It may be because of the new shape of the moon or may be because of my diet. May be these are all caused by my birth sign which does not go along with the year's sign, a curse, a punishment for all my sins. I really have no clue.